The point of no return..

In 2 weeks I will start my journey into becoming a preacher. I am leaving my church and my worship team to pursue a life of ministry. I am a little sad, happy, angry, and relieved all at the same time. I hate leaving "the norm" it makes me uncomfortable. I like to have a plan, set my goals and know what I will be doing next Sunday. My prayers are with the church and the worship team as they do the missions they are called to do. I do not know where God will take me, but I'm sure I'm going to hang on, because I have no one else to hang on too besides him. I love my God, but I get angry at myself that I must be side swiped to pay attention sometimes. I will learn one day... infact I'm going to make it a point this time to learn it.